the most sincere love

there is no love sincerer than the love of food.
this is i truly agree. when one's heart is numb- no more pumpin for anything like love and friendships. that's when our hearts will love food.. sincerely. as much as we all hate gaining weight and try to diet and skip meals.. but deep down we all noe we love food. and we love it sincerely.. =)

mayb that's why people binge and people indulge in food when they experience heartbreaks. neverthelessly despite this, there are people who cant eat when they experience heartbreaks. why? unexplainable.. haha. as for me, it swings to and fro. but of cuz more to food =) cuz i live to eat. i dont eat to live =)

i jus received a call frm daddy. i asked him why he hasnt been home and stuff. he told me he has. but i complained that i din see him at all! he told me he has been the been puttin the blanket back on me in the mornings when i was slpin like a pig :X gosh my daddy's sucha sweet man. hehe.

the weather's real bad. its been raining so much. and ive been having many dreams too. like today, i had a dream again.. ridiculous aint it? haha. i dunno what's wrong with me, but i keep havin dreams. i truly hate it. they are like sweet nightmares, haunting me. issues that haunt me in my daily life which i dont bother to pursue or question, they turn into dreams and its in those dreams where i pluck up the couage to question n to pursue these issues. to have dreams that haunt :( isnt my dream...

and why are things in my life gettin more screwed up. i need a big screw driver to put them back in the right positions. God, be my screw driver.